its 2.30 am in the morning now.. doing sci pts lyk siao.. i envy those ppl hu takin chem.. cuz they no bio pt! so unfair! sigh.. im no gd at d com.. i can't do graphs! stupid stuff keep appearing in my graph.. lucky hv willette's help! but now i realise sth is wrong again.. die.. my graph's gonna fail.. n my bio poster! i couldn't find ani A3 size ppr! so frustrating.. plus my chi.. i left my whole chi file in sch so i can't do d yue4du2dang3an4! ahhh! these hw r torturing me! im juz a stupid kid! yay.. xiner's stayin up w me.. haha.. irritated by sci oso.. reckon everyone's dying cuz of these 2 pts.. except those hardworkin ppl.. hu prob done it by feb.. n im definitely NOT 1 of them.. guess i better reflect.. haha.. :)) i dun wana go 2 sch!!

yay i lurve my b'dae dis yr!! :)) cuz it lasted for 3 days! haha..

day 1: b'dae eve, mon
1.my mum came home early! which rarely happens...
2.i got a tiramisu b'dae cake! yummy...

day 2: actual b'dae, tues
1.i went out w octeopa, mushmaha, underwater volcano n coral! yay.. 1st time i celebrated w SO many frenz... 2 bad ray couldn't cum... we went for d movies, n kept making references *cough*... so amusing! den valteo got stuck in d chair.. haha! we were laughing lyk mad... especially willette... *d obsene woman in pink n green*.. haha
2.we went 2 pasir ris park... sounds a little weird.. but its relli fun! we went on dis round ting n all of us screamed lyk siao.. den after dat sth special happened! but oni between d 5 of us... haha..
3.we all ganged up 2 spray water at celine! but wasn't quite successful in d end.. so sad.. n we oso attempted playing d komomo game... haha..
4.i got loads of presents!
to willette: thx 4 all those cute tings dat u drew! it was a relli unique present! memories of d seafood family! yay!
to valteo: thx 4 ur friendship container! it's relli pretty! i tink i'll use it 2 store neoprints so i can remember all d fun times we had in rgs, n oso use it 2 store willette's drawings! yay... n pls help me thank ur mum 4 d sushi n pepsi as well as d car ride! ur mum's relli nice!
to magdalene:thx 4 d beautiful candle! d scent is relli awesome! n its veri pretty 2!
to magdalene n celine:thx 4 d oreos n cookie crisps! relli meaningful present! cookies rock! haha
to sis: thx 4 d sling bag n sry i lost d pencil box u gave me! <33
to kristal, kelvin n amanda: thx 4 d nice nice wallet! <33
to everyone hu wished me a happy b'dae: thx alot! it relli meant alot 2 me!
5. i went out w kris, kel, amandee, sis, bella n lorna for d movies.. AGAIN! yay... so funi d movie.. ooo.. n d kway teow fr ur aunt's store is yummy!

day 3: post-b'dae, weds
1. i ate sharks fin! delicious but it's cruelty 2 d sharks! ahh..
2. i went out w aunt, uncle n zhikang.. thx 4 d present n d meal at pizza hut.. sry i was abit hyper n lame.. actually VERi lame.. haha

It's been an AWESOME b'dae! thx everyone 4 making dis happen!

I've been murdered 2dae! by M.A.T.H... which stands for "madness and total hell"... d test today is SO SO SO difficult! i tink im gonna fail.. n i relli mean it... in primary sch math is like d easiest subject 2 score.. but now, its almost d hardest! i hate indices n simultaneous linear equation! dun understand how 2 do them!!
Guides camp cuming soon! but i got MEP exam during d camp! which means i cant study! another test for me 2 fail... can't wait for d end of all tests!
lit n geog exams cuming.. i hate geog! since sec 1! i duno y, but i juz dun lyk it! lit is one of my fave subjects, cuz dun relli hv 2 memorise aniting... even if nid 2 memorise oso veri easy cuz dere's no special terms for aniting n its interesting! haha.. but lit is my worst humanities..
juz finished my eng PT.. its horrible compared 2 valteo's n jingwei's.. but overall im satisfied... gtg study geog n lit! hopefully its not as difficult as math...

I wrote dis poem cuz i suddenly had d urge 2 write sth.. Aniway, dis poem is dedicated to someone in 202.. I feel like i am a complete stranger in front of her, so dis poem describes my feelings.. its not veri gd, but i hope dat if that person reads dis, she would understand how i feel abt her... here it is:

I have a friend
She looks at me in the strangest way
Sometimes I wonder if
She had anything to say

I have a friend
Her low belt and socks
Resembles those of normal teenagers
But I do not understand her, at all

I have a friend
She stares at me,
As though she sees through me
Am I invisible?

I have a friend
She talks a lot in class
But when she sees me
She sees nothing but
A mere strip of clear air

I have a friend
I wonder what she thinks of me
She has only spoken a word or two
At most a sentence to me

I have a friend
She has a bright smile
But when she sees me
I am a total stranger

I have a friend
Her character is bold
But I wonder if she
Is bold enough to speak to me?

I have a friend
She has a great number of friends
She is helpful to everyone
Well, at least almost everyone

I have a friend
She looks at me in the strangest way
Sometimes when I look out of the window
A part of my heart wonders
Am I her friend?