A continuation of the other poem.. enjoy!
She walks past me
Not a gaze, not a glance
How very much i wanted
Just to say a simple "hi"
But words choke me
What would she think?
A loser from somewhere?
A stupid girl from my class?
Who is this?
Who am I?
A question i often ask myself
I don't have status
I don't have positions
Who am I?
Maybe it's destined
That she and I aren't made to become
Great friends
Good pals
Just buddies?
No, I'm a stranger
Perhaps if I had the courage
To just say that simple word
She would smile
Nod her head in acknowledgement
Or would she just roll her eyes?
She doesn't see me
I'm just a ghost
Transparent
She just passes through
Never coming back
But I ask myself yet again
Did she even sense
My presence?
Or did she choose to ignore it?
She walks past me
Not a gaze, not a glance
Does she see me?
I wonder