I told her how I felt
She promised that she would never ignore me
She still doesn't get it
Does she?
I know she wouldn't ignore me
But what I suffer from
Is severe neglect
I don't have to courage
To speak up when i'm not invited
I don't have the courage
To initiate the first move
I did a personality test
What it said was true
I need attention
I need concern
I need friends
She told me that she wouldn't ignore me
But she doesn't realise
What she does everyday
Is pure ignorance
On the staircase
She walks with the twins
Leaving no space for me
The staircase was only for three
During lesson time
She rushes off to talk to the twins
While I sit and stare blankly
Loneliness overwhelmed
During CLE
She stands by their side
While I stand opposite
All alone
That's more than enough
To prove my presence was unimportant
I really envy the twins
They've got each other
Plus an extra friend
Do I have anybody?
Maybe I'm too selfish to share
But that's in my blood
It's my plain nature
Guess I should reflect
I just can't stand being alone
I'd rather have someone
Talking all day long
Talking to ME
Or be included in a big conversation
Where I still get addressed
Than to sit alone
Or be neglected
Hopefully
Situations would change
Like the weather would
Drastically
And it'll be sunshine
After the rain
Plus an extra rainbow