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Wednesday, April 05, 2006;8:54 PM
I waited at the stairway
Hoping she would stop
Hoping she would wait for me
Hoping that she would at least notice

Nope, unexpected results
She just walks off with the twins
Chattering, laughing
As if i wasn't there

I guess she was overjoyed
Too happy
But what she didn't notice
Was that she was breaking my heart

I always thought I was her best friend
Guess I ain't
When other friends are there
I'm just a forgotten piece of trash
Long travelled out of her mind

I strolled into the classroom
My heart was tearing apart
I tried looking depressed
Just to get her attention

Then it hit me
She didn't even notice my entrance
Now my feelings
Match the expression on my face

I could have burst out crying
But I have my pride
I did not want her to see me cry
But I guess she wouldn't notice anyway

Nobody else cares
Not my classmates, not my friends
When they ignore me
I get stabbed inside
Wounded, hurt
Hidden

I wished she had waited for me
At that stairway
I wished they have waited for me
Before heading for recess
But I guess this is just a stupid dream of mine
One that can never be fufilled

I am a loner
Nobody notices
Maybe they don't even look my way
I hate that
But I can't change it
I can't change my character
I can't change the fact that
People don't like to hang out with me
Well maybe I can
But I don't know how

I have a wish
To find someone
Who really needs me
Who cares about my presence
Who won't leave me out on anything
It'll be better
If it were a group
But that is almost impossible
Trust me
I have tried
And I'm still trying

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