im so depressed. y? cuz i failed 2 tests in a day... bio PT and maths.. especially maths.. 9/30.. was crying in class while mrs choo tried going thru d qtns.. i wasn't listening at all.. was trying 2 control my teardrops from falling.. but they still did aniwae.. thx celene 4 trying 2 console me.. feel lyk i've let my mum down.. all along she doesn't expect much fr me except dat i pass math.. n i failed dat subj of all subjs.. thx alot mrs choo n ms chong for giving me an 'F' n waking me up fr my fantasy.. realised dat i muz study alot harder so i'll ban myself fr d TV.. my eyes hurt now.. fr crying twice in a day.. i admit i'm a crybaby.. since young.. can't help it.. when i'm sad d best ting for me is 2 let it out by crying.. during assembly i was feeling ok alr.. but i was still crying for no apparent reason.. so it was lyk cry. sing sch song. cry... my mum lectured me d min she got home.. now im feelin lyk d song "perfect" by simple plan..

hey dad look at me
think back and talk to me
did i grow up according to plan?
do you think im wasting my time
do the things i wanna do?
and it hurts when you disapprove all along
and i try so hard to make it
i just wanted 2 make u proud
i'll nv b gd enuf 4 u
can't stand another fight
n nth's alright

sigh.. i even signed up for PSL auditions so dat i could do sth 2 make my mum happy for a while.. but i doubt i'll get in.. i can do comstuds now.. cuz comstuds hv 1 part im supposed 2 cry in our movie.. so now i can produce real tears..

i may hv fell.. but i can still walk
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