dee's leaving!! actually she left already! but she's coming back on national day celebrations!
202 held a farewell party for her on thurs.. me, valteo and shevaun were running arnd like mad and the ppl who know me well should know that i hv super low stamina.. and so, i was panting like i was going to stop breathing soon when i reached the science lab to look for mr desouza.. pizza hvn arrived.. and then.. run run run arnd then saw mrs koh who passed us the RGS bear and then went to staff room to collect food and drinks.. run arnd again and finally back to class.. that's when dee was with xuan wei walking arnd somewhere else.. everybody pushed their tables and chairs to the side except for the 6 tables in the front.. then all the food was "dumped" on the table.. then scrambled and hid in the darkness.. suddenly there was screaming.. from valteo and shevaun i guess and they crashed through the door and everybody hushed.. then the doors opened.. and we saw the magnificent DEE! and everybody jumped and shouted "SURPRISE!!" and for a moment i thot she wasn't there cuz i wasn't facing the door.. but she was actually too shocked that she couldn't move.. so everyone started dragging her in.. and filzah started crying.. and then hugs everywhere.. then the songs, where everyone were on the brink of tears.. and that was the first time i saw dorcas and willette cry.. i guess it isn't the first time they saw me cry though.. haha.. then photos and eating.. the cake wasn't enough for everyone.. especially when there are arnd 40 ppl.. 202 plus mrs koh, mr desouza, mr mizar, ms chen.. oh and there was ms rugdee and ms zhang! dee was almost crying when she delivered a "speech".. that was the most touching moment i guess.. cuz everyone was sad.. then valteo, willette, dorcas and i took photos! me and willette and the johnny depp pose! haha.. that's all i can remember.. i think i hv short term memory loss.. i'm so afraid i would lose all my memories one day.. cuz a simple thing that somebody told me in the morning i could forget by recess.. but i'll always remember dee!!
friday was her last day.. and so was my seniors' last day in guides.. everyone was crying after striping and i guess i had no tears left after dee's party so i was the extra 1.. i was feeling down but i din shed a single tear.. i guess that's cuz they'll still be here for the rest of the year.. and i hoped that they would come back next yr for occasions like AA and guides camp..

so before i really lose all my happy memories.. i just wana say.. i'll miss dee and cheryl and izza and all the other seniors i know!! and sorry in advance if i can't remember who u are in the future cuz i'd probably forget my own name by then.. thx for everything u all gave me!

i'm gonna miss my sec 4s!! :(
and i love johnny depp.. xD
so random..

the GOLD CLASS cinema is NICE!!!

tricia and i went to this citibank gold class cinema at great world city.. the chairs were BIG and they were put in pairs.. there was this table like in front of the 2 chairs and the chairs were "extendable".. ook mebbe not the right word but we could lift up the leg part of the chair so that we were like almost lying down.. and there was this thick blanket that was super warm and comfy!! tricia bought nachos but she din finish them in the end.. pirates of the carribean is nice! i love johnny depp! i noe bean loves keira knightly and octeo loves orlando bloom.. haha.. tricia was like sitting upright at some point of the movie.. haha... the shuttle bus looked like tour bus! i kept thinking some random places was victoria concert hall till tricia told me they were not.. lol
yay banana u saved my life! i think u are the 3rd or 4th or 5th person i asked.. or mebbe 2nd? ok i can't rmb.. but anyway we had fun! [in the dark cinema.. haha] [and i noe im a "hot date".. hahaha]
cookie loves the banana! haha

johnny depp rocks kayes..

xiner, cheryl and i played with the lifts at the mrt station today.. haha there was a total of 3 lifts and just suddenly we felt like wasting time so we took the lift instead of the escalator... xD and we walked home talking about guy girl relationships.. haha a stupid topic but it was fun.. like how ** liked ** but ** liked ** kinda thing and what would happen to ** and ** when they go to RJC.. haha.. funny..
then, xiner and i went to the library where something traumatising happened to me... and xiner kept on laughing! so mean....
and i agree with xiner that there are real weird ppl found in the library.. xD
dun feel like talking about it so bye.

i feel so invisible sometimes.. yet sometimes i feel so accepted........ it depends on who im with. some ppl just ignore me.. some make me feel irritated.. some ppl make me feel at home.. girls, i think, are more picky.. maybe that's the reason why girls are always in cliques.. i tink many ppl can see that, even in 202.. our class is clearly not very bonded.... there are the "high class" and "outcastes" and there are some who sit by the side looking at them and wondering if these two groups of ppl can ever get along.. but its hard, considering that these two groups have two different personalities..
yay is that considered personal exposition? i think im the kind who is not that sociable.. or rather, kinda dao.. maybe its because for some people, i just don't know what to say to them. Even now, some friends who were my good friends at the beginning of the year, can't really find much to talk about with me.. maybe its my problem.. or at least i think it is.. this reminds me of philo.. blehh.. so i shall stop it..

open house today! thanks celine for the "wow tako" balls! i still owe you money for the taxi.. xD and shuhan and i were walking around trying to give out stickers and ice-cream sticks and frankly, i don't think alot of people are interested in uniformed groups.. and i duno how yijun found out about the MEP thing for next year.. cheryl[my pl] suddenly asked me about it.. i still think guides isn't the right thing for me.. guides sessions don't seem to interest me.. but at least i have my friends and seniors and juniors.. dats all im staying for.. but in the end, if i dun have a choice, i still have to make up my mind on whether i want my CCA or MEP.. ms loo dao-ed me today! :(

the talk during assembly was interesting.. at least i knew celine enjoyed it ALOT.. haha.. magdaboon and the twine! xD

LAST DAY OF GSS! :(

Im feeling scared cuz there's lyk no hw and its kinda weird.. it's like sth might pop out of nowhere and i have to burn the midnight oil again! i finished 1 chapter of a chinese bk for my yue du bao gao.. yay.. in 1 hr! guess how long i hv to take to finish the whole book?! and i hv to read another 4 more bks after dat.. sigh..

and nobody's online..

Yesterday me, willette, dorcas and annie went to valteo's house to film for comstuds. It was fun. I was there late and they had filmed part of the whole thing already. After that, me and dorcas did one scene at the corridor at the void deck. And i realised i look bad on camera. Then we filmed some crappy crappy stuff on the camera like the stupid elements poem i made up. And my voice sounds super weird. Like LOW. We had fun but in the end my mum came and lectured me.. blehh.. SOO... fun over.
Im bored.. Nobody's online now..