i feel so invisible sometimes.. yet sometimes i feel so accepted........ it depends on who im with. some ppl just ignore me.. some make me feel irritated.. some ppl make me feel at home.. girls, i think, are more picky.. maybe that's the reason why girls are always in cliques.. i tink many ppl can see that, even in 202.. our class is clearly not very bonded.... there are the "high class" and "outcastes" and there are some who sit by the side looking at them and wondering if these two groups of ppl can ever get along.. but its hard, considering that these two groups have two different personalities..
yay is that considered personal exposition? i think im the kind who is not that sociable.. or rather, kinda dao.. maybe its because for some people, i just don't know what to say to them. Even now, some friends who were my good friends at the beginning of the year, can't really find much to talk about with me.. maybe its my problem.. or at least i think it is.. this reminds me of philo.. blehh.. so i shall stop it..

open house today! thanks celine for the "wow tako" balls! i still owe you money for the taxi.. xD and shuhan and i were walking around trying to give out stickers and ice-cream sticks and frankly, i don't think alot of people are interested in uniformed groups.. and i duno how yijun found out about the MEP thing for next year.. cheryl[my pl] suddenly asked me about it.. i still think guides isn't the right thing for me.. guides sessions don't seem to interest me.. but at least i have my friends and seniors and juniors.. dats all im staying for.. but in the end, if i dun have a choice, i still have to make up my mind on whether i want my CCA or MEP.. ms loo dao-ed me today! :(

the talk during assembly was interesting.. at least i knew celine enjoyed it ALOT.. haha.. magdaboon and the twine! xD