Song of the Day: Shortie Like Mine by Bow Wow feat. Chris Brown<3

when u need me, u turn nice n all
when u don't need me, u forget abt my existence n push me away
wow, thanks..

today willette n i got caught in a hurricane! we were drenched by the time we reached the bus stop.. xD The drains outside sch were like waterfalls.. we crystallized in the freakin cold bus n when we went out of the bus we evaporated to dryness.. i guess next they hv to filter us! haha.. -.-"

why is everyone converting to chinese songs! now i duno anybody in class who listens to eng songs! EVEN MY SISTER LIKES CHI SONGS! not that im discriminatory[?] or anything, just dat i dun really listen n now nobody to talk to for eng songs! but i shud really start listening for YMEP.. heh

today's geog test is OVER! next thing to wry abt is math n chinese.. chi ok la, oni gonghan.. ITS MATH. algebra indices n wadeva.. i need a math tutor!!

i want april to come soon.. so i can be free from my buddy! i hope. haha if u're close enuf to me u'll noe wad i mean.. :D

humans are the only creatures which can conceal their feelings
even if i laugh n smile im hurting deep inside
even if i feign ignorance i actually care
i never stopped thinking about u...

i'm supposed to be studying geog now, but duno how to study! so here i am again...

well, today we went to world of sport! because my mom had vouchers, so we spent alot! i think $300+.. i got a new Gola sling bag, school shoes, tennis racket! :D:D:D!

watched Just Follow Law last Tuesday.. haha a little late to blog but Jack Neo is my Idol #2! [i got 4 idols so far... :D] the show is SO SO nice! so funny.. i love Muthu! For those who hvn watched, GO WATCH! xD


GEOG TEST IS TMR. i hv NO idea how to study for it. damnit all the tests are coming! we hv MEP n chi test this weds, math on thurs.. next wk we hv SS on tues, eng on duno wad day, lit on duno wad day! then i hv my Grade 6 Theory test on 10/03! ~faints repeatedly~ then its march hols! JUST WHEN I THOT IT's RELAX TIME, there's GUIDES CAMP.. ON 1403! whywhywhy... then still hv to study for chem n bio tests after the hols! n there's MATH PT.. i can't wait for June!

happy cny everybody! how bourrit! haha..

i heard Don and Drew's CNY song on 987fm! FUNNAYE! Don and Drew are love!

anw, update on the past few days!
friday, willette n i went to celine's hse for a movie! DVD actually.. STEP UP! nice movie.. haha.. we got nice cookie&cream ice cream there! why does everyone hv a grand piano?! willette wee hv, celine chia oso hv.. aiyoh.. we played arnd with celine's grand piano.. haha.. i love my emo songs! i bet they do too. dun wana admit oni.. we went home at 6+pm.. waited for the bus at this ulu bus depot.. the bus ride was freaky! a few malay guys came on n sat behind the both of us.. they started throwing things at willette! HAHA. alot missed la.. but anw she was freaked out.. haha.. the good news is (or bad news haha) WE REACHED HOME SAFE!

saturday, i went to my gramps' house for lunch! the food was goood.. LOVE the charsiew! :D i forgot wad we did for the rest of the day. haha.. i can forget sth that happened one min ago! like that time i went to the bkshop n forgot wad i wanted to buy! i noe i rock.. haha..

sunday, chu1 yi1! went visiting alot of places n collecting alot of ang baos! then at night a group of us went to watch ghost rider! my mom slept through most of it n my distant grandma said all she knew was fire everywhere, duno wads gg on.. haha.. she oni speaks teochew..

no program today.. sigh.. wanted to watch "Just Follow Law" but tickets all sold out! oh wells..

Song of the Day: Be my Valentine by Don and Drew!!!

JUST WANA SAY, 5201314 = I LOVE U = sarang haeyo = aishiteru = wo ai ni!

but sth just struck me. why do we give roses on valentine's when its gonna wither so fast? like the love is ending so soon... sad case..

Song of the day: Irreplacable by Beyonce <3

looks like my tagboard is back to dead state again.. haha

anw, i'm HAPPY! HOHOHO.. guess why!

i got new clothes!!! AHAHAHA.. for chinese new yr! haha im abit hyper now... i got 2 new dresses.. yes, i can be a girly girl too.. i wear a "dress" to school everyday, don't i? :P [and u'll go -.-"]

went shopping ytd in the evening.. unexpectedly met a tuition friend.. kinda awkward cuz we weren't that close.. we spent 3 hrs in far east plaza! and now i'm one contented girl.. hehe..

i'm NOT going back to khs for cny.. i gave up gg back there a nong time ago.. tchers always not there, i see ppl i noe n duno wad to say.. anw this yr i still hv guides on friday.. sigh.. i was wishing they'd be nice n give us a break.. so now i only get to go home at 6.. at least there's no tuition! :D speaking of tuition, anyone volunteer to be my math n chem tuitor? for free? haha.. i'm seriously failing in these 2 subjects..

wednesday.. valentine's day! and exactly one month b4 my b'day.. which im still not happy spending in school.. n shanin's b'day! HAPPY B'DAY girl! n also, the day mep pupils will be gg to chinese opera institute! i wonder if they're gonna force us to DO the chinese opera! NOOOOO!!!!!!

back to theory. :(

song of the day: If You Come Back by Blue <3

i can't believe i was actually listening to a SYMPHONY! one is 26 mins, the other is 20mins... it's for MEP.. urgh i duno how to do the ws!! n u noe wad the stupidest thing is? i was aiming to get 4.0.. yes, dun laugh at me.. so now, i'm listening to blue! thx to celine! so much nicer.. haha.. at least there are words and lyrics.. :D

i'm getting chinese song crash course from valteo and celine.. haha.. cuz i went to put "yes" for "i love to listen to Chinese pop songs" on the YMEP form.. n i DO NOT listen to chinese songs at all.. ask everyone arnd me! valteo is gonna lend me her wang lihom CD! i think i'll like his songs.. cuz i heard a few b4.. quite nice.. yay thankew! anyone got nice chinese songs send to my email! haha... n i'll send u some nice eng songs too! xD

i swear, if u come back in my life,
i'll be there till the end of time, oh yeah
and i swear, i'll keep u right by my side,
cuz baby u're the one i want, oh yes u are......

i got into young musician entrepeneur programme!
i'm happy n sad n scared....
happy, duh cuz i got in! sad cuz i hv to leave my grp n give all that money to the course.. n scared cuz im afraid my grp will be angry... filzah din sound too happy when i told her i was gg to sign up.. i duno abt jenny cuz i hvn told her yet.. sigh i think im so irresponsible.. i hope this doesn't affect our friendship!
i really really love my RS grps n our fun fun times together! esp when me n filzah go crazy over zac efron's move in "breaking free"! n we all roll over laughing..... but dun worry, i'll still contribute in the making of our book! we still hvn started la. vsa must be so angry.. haha..
i'm sorry u guys.. i really wanted film cluster, but the videos other grps made din turn out that well... n i realised how hard it'll be to do it cuz we're all so busy.. n i really like composing music! so now, i just hope u will give me ur blessings n tt we'll remain friends forever!
the song im posting is sorta related to this project thingum.. just in the friendship way...minus the parts saying we shud be apart...hear it on my blog, super nice! i still love u guys!

chris brown--say goodbye

Look we gotta talk
Dang I knowI know it's just
It's just...
Some things I gotta get of my chest alright....
Yeahhhh...
Whoa, whoa, whoa, oh, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, oh, whoa...

Listen..
Baby come here and sit down, let's talk
I got a lot to say so I guess I'll start by
Saying that I love you,
But you know, this thing ain't been
No walk in the park for us
I swear it'll only take a minute
You'll understand when I finish, yeah
And I don't wanna see you cry
But I don't wanna be the one to tell you a lie so

[Hook]
How do you let it go?
When you,
You just don't know?
What's on,
The other side of the door
When you're walking out, talk about it
Everything I tried to remember to say
Just went out my head
So I'ma do the best I can to get you to understand'cause I know

[Chorus]
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move'
Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you, it's me
I kinda gotta figure out what I need (oh)
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye

Girl I know your heart is breaking
And a thousand times I
Found myself asking, "Why? Why?"
Why am I taking so long to say this?
But trust me, girl I never
Meant to crush your world
And I never
Thought I would see the day we grew apart
And I wanna know

[Hook]How do you let it go?
When you,
You just don't know?
What's on,
The other side of the door
When you're walking out, talk about it
Girl I hope you understand
What I'm tryna say.
We just can't go on
Pretending that we get along
Girl how you not gonna see it?

[Chorus]
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move'
Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you it's me.
I kinda gotta figure out what I need (oh)
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye

Listen to your heart
Girl you know,
We should be apart, baby I
I just can't do it
I, I just can't do it
Listen to your heart
Girl you know,
We should be apart, baby I
I just can't do it
And sometimes it makes me wanna cry
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh [4x]
Do you hear me crying?
Oh, oh, oh [4x]

[Chorus 2x]
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move'
Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you it's me.
I kinda gotta figure out what I need (oh)
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye