dear diary,
why is my life so screwed? i just flared up at my mom yesterday cuz of my sister. and then, i got a friend who seems to get pissed off by me, seemingly so aloof now. either she's pmsing or its my problem. i think its mine. n i've got someone who keeps making me feel guilty abt work i hvn done. its starting all over again. i'm tired now, i sleep once i reach home every night. i don't even do homework. there's still another wk b4 EOIs, how will i survive? i think i need psychological counselling now. i need to talk to someone, but for now there's no one i can really relate to. because i smile when there's a problem, no matter how my head aches, i'll just pretend it's all well. but it seems i can't take it anymore. one day i'll just fall sick n faint. the only things i look forward to are sleep and sleep. im losing my temper soon, im sry if anyone is affected. cuz now im no longer who i used to be. i can't be optimistic n happy abt everything anymore. cuz now my life's in a mess.
love,
me

cuz i can't turn to you when it all falls apart..