the past few days were filled with MEP camp.
urgh they cruelly put 1 person fr RGS into 1 grp, omg i was so loner la. cuz like everybody were in cliques, in schools, duh cuz their sch alot of ppl n our sch only has 6..
the food sucked too, i only ate 1/4 of my lunches for both days.. teabreak was like rationing or sth.. 1 packet of wangwang.. its that bad..
k so now its over, im happy haha.. my grp actually won the grp presentation thing.. n wad was our prize? GAMELAN CD. WOW

today was much more fun! i went shopping with my mom at orchard.. but din get anything in the end.. window shopping is fun too :) then i went to the circus performance at downtown east WHICH NO ONE WAS FREE TO GO WITH ME. but dun wry, u din miss out much.. the show only 1 hr! when they finished i thot it was some interval or sth, den after awhile i realized it was over..

wad else happened this wk?
OH YEAH monday. YMEP workshop.. i saw mr hideaki! HAHA. k i was kinda sarcastic that day, cuz i was feeling quite high haha, sry. xD

I CAN'T DO MY MATH! HELP!

SCHOOL'S OUT!

today was RGS open house! this parent came to me speaking in chinese, and obviously i can't speak chinese! i din even noe wad guides was in chinese, so she was like asking me (in chinese):
"are you sec 1?"
"no, sec 3."
"what was your score when you got into RGS?"
"260+?"
"ok"
-.-
tricia suggested i go n be a promoter girl haha. and i take back wad i said abt guides. i guess its quite alright afterall.

after that, willette n i went to subway to eat! HOW BIG CAN THE MEAL GET. we ordered this footlong terriyaki sub meal and got a super large drink and 3 cookies, PLUS the sub. haha the cup was like for 1 litre worth of drinks! so we were like super bloated by the time we walked out. willette couldn't stand up at first. she damn lousy, stand up den sit down, then laugh. then walking out still say she feels like falling down cuz her legs can't support her stomach or sth. we walked arnd the mall, den went to watch Blades of Glory. OMG THE SHOW DAMN FUNNY!!! i was like shaking the whole rows of chairs or sth.. shit la the funniest movie i've ever watched in my entire life! the whole cinema was like so loud with laughter! its a super stupid show, but its damn funny. even when we walked out of the theatre we were still laughing! its kinda sick but overall i still give it full marks! i like jimmy, though he's a little gay. :D
<3 blades of glory!

at night i went to Jurong Country Club for their food fiesta.. ate so much! i love fried ice-cream!and everyone said i grew fat. so i think i shall start dieting now.. haha.. my face is puffed up enough..

APPEAL TO SAVE MY LIFE:
WHO WANTS TO DONATE $5 or $10 TO ME TO BUY COUPONS FOR GUIDES CARNIVAL ON 23 JUNE?!
I HAVE $50 WORTH OF COUPONS AND IF NO ONE DONATES TO ME I'LL HAVE TO TAKE THE MONEY OUT OF MY ALLOWANCE!!!!
OMG HOW CAN THEY FORCE US TO BUY THE COUPONS LIKE THAT!!! NOT LIKE EVERYBODY'S RICH OR STH!
pls save me and donate, u kind souls :)

saturday:
ORA! i volunteered for the WAJ.. haha its quite funny, but i hate mosquitoes.. keep biting me.. n there were these RI guys acting gay! gross.. den tricia valteo willette farizan n i went wandering the sch, ate so many cookies n brownines.. i can't believe i actually bought cookies from the PB! when they gave me DC.. haha.. we sat at the netball courts watching amusing football matches btwn the tchers.. haha its like a live entertainment system.. den we met mr ang! he gave us a 20 min counselling session on how many ppl failed math n how our entire class needed structured remedial during june hols. n guess wad, we're gonna hv math remedial for 10 days, 4 hrs each!
willette was so fickle-minded.. haha.. $2 coupon she think until so long i was feeling so sian.. i think my face looked super qianbian or sth.. i was like walking arnd w her trying to persuade her to get sth random.. i could just sleep while walking.. haha..
in the evening i watched spidey3 with my sis! omg at first it was so touching, den i saw tobey maguire's face n i started laughing instead.. its supposed to be a sad scene! i thot i was weird at first, den i found out eileen also laughed.. haha.. its quite nice, quite funny.. but not as nice as i expected..

sunday, mother's day! of course i accompanied my mom for the whole day.. haha.. went to sakae sushi! i officially love sushi.. then we went to Courts n ate again, ate waffles with icecream.. haha.. den after dat me n my mom went to watch 200 pounds beauty! ITS SUPER FUNNY! omg i dun mind watching it again!

today tchers came in telling us how we did so badly in tests.. im so dead tmr.. i'll prob be crying the whole day or sth.. can they just burn my papers? hope YMEP would cheer me up xD

this is fun, from kiwi's blog.. xD

1.Full Name: Valerie SYH
2.Birthday: 140392
3.Birthplace: Singapore
4.Eye Color: black, but somehow some ppl think its brownish
5.Hair Color: black, silver :P
6.Height: 163cm
7.Weight: haha sensitive issue
8.Right handed or Left handed?: right
9.Your Heritage: HUH. chinese?
10.My Worst Habit: sleeping while doing hw
11.Zodiac Sign: pisces
12.Shoe Size: 6,7,8 depends on brand
13.Pants Size: 26-29 depends on brand too haha, cuz i wear on hips xD
14.Innie or Outie?: see who im with
15.Parents Still Together?: nope
16.The Shoes You Wore Today: NOSE. haha brand of some pink slippers i got fr malaysia
17.Your Weakness: my forgetfulness and blurness and abit of deafness haha
18.Your Fears: darkness, loneliness, smokers, prefects, ppl with tatoos i duno why they just look scary..
19.Your Perfect Pizza: melted cheese, tuna, crispy crust, no pineapple, no capisums
20.Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: 4.0 for math n mep!!!! im still dreaming...
21.Your Most Overused Phrase On An Instant Messenger: omg
22.Thoughts First Waking Up: why am i gg to sch today?
23.Your Best Physical Feature: um ppl say its my eyes haha
24.Your Bedtime: normally, 12.30am. with exams n pts, up till 4am haha
25.Your Most Missed Memory: disneyland

MY FAVORITES
26.Favorite color?: pink, green orange black white red
27.Food?: fries, spaghetti, mango n more!
28.Sport?: bowling, basketball, table tennis
29.Animal?: polar bear haha
30.Ice Cream?: cooookies n cream
31.Candy?: white chocolate, Frozz strawberry
32.Store?: anywhere cheap n good xD
33.Salad Dressing?: thousand island
34.Actor?: matsuyama kenichi, johnny depp
35.Song?: just so you know-- jesse mccartney and that circle circle dot dot song by jamie kennedy or sth
36. Letter?: V
37. Number?: 100
38. Gum?: hate gum
39.Holiday?: december hols, when i travel.. i wana go paris!
40.Season?: summer or autumn
41.Toothpaste Flavor?: i miss those fruity flavoured ones
42.Radio Station?: 987fm!!
43.Perfume?: can't stand the smell.
44.Scent besides perfume?: food
45.Body part on the opposite sex?: eyes
46.What Do You Want To Be When You Grow Up?: actress, director, pilot, doctor, image consultant HAHA dorcas xD
47.How Do You Want To Die?: i wun hv a choice in the end
48.Turn ons: nice smile, nice hair, able to make me laugh, nice style
49.Turn offs: posers, MCPs
50.Which One Of Your Friends Acts The Most Like You?: i duno, celine or dorcas?
51.Who's The Loudest?: valteo or willette
52.Who Makes You Laugh The Most?: i think dorcas or willette or celine
53.Who Have You Known The Longest?: my mommy
54.Who's The Shyest?: um. the girl next to me during tuition? i talk she dun reply one, just smile smile.. haha
55.When Have You Cried The Most?: when i failed math, and when i laugh haha
56: What is the best feeling in the world? knowing that im loved and not alone, and laughing
57.Worst Feeling?: loneliness, being left out
58.Where Do You Want To Live When You Grow Up?: America, but i dun mind Europe either
59.If You Could Change One Thing About You What Would It Be?: my hipbone.. make it smaller!
60.How Long Do You Think You'll Live?: i hope up till a ripe 100

FINISH EACH SENTENCE
61.Let's walk on the: beach holding hands
62.Let's look at: each other with passion
63.What a nice: day to fail math
64.Where did all the: seconds go?
65.Why can't we: sit back and enjoy our life
66.Silly, little: clown?!?
67.Isn't it weird that: i love jesse mccartney JUST LIKE FILZAH
68.Never under any circumstance: will i be perfect
69.I wish: that im abit smarter
70.Everyone has a(n): soulmate perfect for him/her
71.I am: sleepy

HAVE YOU EVER
72.Been In Love?: nope
73.Been To Juvie?: huh?
74.Mooned Someone?: how do u moon somebody?
75.Been Rejected?: yeah i guess
76.Ran Away From Home?: yeah, i ran to the library.. AWAY from home hahaha..
77.Pictured Your Crush Naked? no im not that kind xD
78.Skipped School?: yeah!
79.Thought About Suicide?: no way
80.Slept Outside?: OBS im so proud of myself that i survived
81.Laughed So Hard You Cried?: all the time
82.Cried In School?: yeah
83.Thrown Up In School?: yeah, guides camp
84.Wanted To Be a Model?: one of my childhood dreams haha
85.Cheated On Someone?: no
86.Done Something Really Stupid That You Still Laugh At Today?: alot
87.Seen A Dead Body?: no
88.Been Bitched Out?: maybe
89.Drank Alcohol?: yepp. jolly shandy n tried abit of beer n wine haha
90.Smoked?: um... NO i can't even stand the smell of it
91.Been On Drugs?: no
92.Eaten Sushi?: yea
93.Been On Stage?: yar, but not really in these 3 yrs
94.Gone Skinny Dipping?: no but i wana try one day
95.Shoplifted?: no
96.Been Drunk?: u mean hyper? YAR. i act like a drunkard after something like MATH happened
97.Been Called A Tease?: no.
98.Been Beaten Up?: no.

DO YOU
99.Sing Well?: WEELLLLL. there, i sang it. hahaha.
100.Shower Daily?: duh
101.Want To Go To College?: of course
102.Want To Get Married?: sure, but must be wanted first rite.
103.Believe In Yourself?: in some things
104.Get Motion Sickness?: when i read on long distance car rides
105.Think You Are Attractive?: ummmm.. no comment
106.Get Along With Your Parents?: perhaps.
107.Like Thunderstorms?: sometimes, when im feeling moody
108.Play An Instrument?: piano.
109.Own An IPOD?: nope. but i do own a MP3 dat looks exactly like an iPod
110.Pray?: sometimes
111.Go To Church?: no
112.Sleep With Stuffed Animals?: when im depressed
113.Keep A Journal/Diary?: this blog counted? otherwise, no.
114.Dance In The Rain?: yeah! i love dancing in the rain
115.Sing In The Shower?: occasionally

THIS OR THAT
116.Pepsi or Coke?: i'll nvr drink both ever again because of wad Amelia said
117.McDonald's or Burger King?: i duno, depends on my mood
118.Single or Group Dates?: both! group date sounds fun, single more romantic
119.Chocolate or Vanilla?: chocolate
120.Strawberries or Blueberries?: strawberries.
121.Meat or Veggies?: both
122.TV or Movie?: movie.
123.Guitar or Drums?: guitars.
124.Adidas or Nike?: adidas.
125.Chinese or Mexican?: mexican
126.Cheerios or Corn Flakes?: cheerios
127.Cake or Pie?: pie
128.MTV or VH1?: mtv
129.Blind or Deaf?: deaf.
130.Boxers or Briefs: briefs haha

CAN YOU
131.Do The Splits?: NO.
132.Write With Both Hands?: if u consider illegible as "write", den yeah.
133.Whistle?: sometimes
134.Blow A Bubble?: yeah
135.Roll Your Tongue In A Circle?: uhuh
136.Cross Your Eyes?: i think so
137.Walk With Your Toes Curled?: nvr tried
138.Touch Your Tongue to Your Nose?: only valteo can lar
139.Dance?: um. no
139.Eat Whatever You Want And Not Worry?: no.

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON
140.You Touched: my mom
141.You Talked To On The Phone: celine. she told me i passed math!
142.You Instant Messaged: valteo
143.You Hugged: rebecca, after math
144.You Yelled At: can't rmb
145.You Played A Sport With: is shopping counted? magdaboon

WHAT'S THE LAST
145.Time You Laughed?: today, with magdaboon
146. Time You Cried?: today, eating spicy crab.. i can't take spicy
147.Movie You Watched?: dat was a long time ago.. pursuit of happyness?
148.Flavor Of Gum You Chewed?: strawberry was the only one i ate, nvr ate gum ever again
149.Joke You Told?: the stupid football match joke haha
150.Song You've Sung?: ride for you--danity kane
151.Where Are You?: in my room
152.What Can You See Out Your Window?: mrt track
153.Are You Listening To Music?: yea..
154.What Are You Wearing?: white shirt, blue shorts
155.What's On Your Mousepad?: the mouse -.-

BELIEFS
156.Do you believe there is life on other planets?: yeah
157.Do you believe in miracles?: yeah
158.Magic?: yupp
159.Love at first sight?: maybe
160.God?: yeah
161.Satan?: yes
162.Ghosts?: yes
163.Santa?: yeah
164.Evolution?: there has been many scientific discoveries... beluga whale.. skull.. snake no legs.. ancestors.. well, YEAH

finally MYAs are over!

i totally screwed math. i think i'll fail and my mom's gonna kill me. no i think i'll kill myself first. seems like the many remedials din help. in the end i fail a test that has no retest. how very smart. like some stupid qtn with a 25 in it, like HOW I KNOW wad log is 25! its supposed to be easy k, its like 1 mark. i think im just stupid or sth. i give up, i'll just be happy everything's over and just start crying on monday when i get back all my papers.

on a brighter note, amelia tricia valteo and i went out together! JUST TO DROWN OUR SORROWS IN FOOD haha.. amelia just had to tell me gross facts abt pepsi and i nvr wana drink coke or pepsi ever again. den we took neoprints at fareast! ok i look very retarded in those pics, i admit im super NOT photogenic. but i'll wait till valteo scans the pics n send me cuz i dun hv a scanner, then i might post the nicer ones here haha. im a complete computer idiot. i only found out how to post pics on blogs this yr, n i hvn posted any yet. heh xD we saw this guy with a mountain turtle shirt, i dun get wads so funny but it ended up in our photos.. haha..

bean better not abandon me tmr cuz she promised to celebrate at subway with me.. haha.. n i dun wana learn the traditional dance omg. i dun like post-exam activities! friday's supposed to be a marking day! its supposed to be a holiday! why we still hv to go back to school! its not fair lah. dun we deserve a break? before we BREAK down haha.. i feel so lame now..

Labels: lameness, math, unphotogenic

i duno wad im doing here, my EOIs are ongoing.. but im done with 6 already! which i totally screwed.. 3 more left.. geog, chi, maths.. tmr's geog and chinese n i think no one cares abt chinese anymore! i slept through the whole afternoon do i rock or wad xD my tagboard's dead again.. but i dun care abt that now.. continue mugging.. i wish i could be a 24hr mugger.. at least without falling asleep once i pick up the stupid notes..

labour day is really meant for labour..

things to do:
math assignments, i think i hv like 6-7
eng compre
study for MEP
study for lit

at least i hv my waffle.. i just went to the market to buy haha.. i seriously think im gonna get fat soon.. im a sweet tooth, i just drank strawberry bubble tea n now im eating strawberry waffle..

ytd class ended only at 4pm. u noe y? cuz our class ends at 3pm every other monday.. WE HV ONE EXTRA BLOCK.. n then we had chem make-up with 306. im so so surprised i nvr sleep.. after dat me n xiner went to the library to "study" haha. she was studying, i was talking to dorcas.. she talk so loud lar, the 2 guys like 2metres away were staring at me.. in the end i had to go to the toilet to talk to her.. then the cleaning auntie stared at me.. xD
xiner and i are the ultimate gossipmongers.. haha we were walking to the library talking abt nerdy uniform style n these 2 guys walked in front of us with their bags super high up.. then we started laughing.. den we talked abt some other ppl, u dun wana noe the content.. haha..

i fell in love with jesse mccartney's "just so you know".. i think the mv is super sweet.. n he's so cute also.. haha.. i think im in lubbx woarhx HAHA CELINE.. i think we're so crazy over the lubbs woarhx thing.. heheh.. its super funny..

i think i exploded my phone ytd.. i talked to celine for over 1 hour in total, i talked to dorcas, and willette oso.. sigh all cuz of MEP.. i sorta finish my prepared qtn, but its super short.. im gonna fail the test tmr lar.. imagine, we only hv 2 lessons of teaching, n we're gonna get tested.. very funny.. the sch thinks we're superwoman.. or rather, super-memory powered people..

my old house is gonna be gone soon.. its like all my memories of my family is going away.. and i can't do anything abt it..

all i want is someone to love me, someone i can pour my troubles to, someone to trust..